Growing up...

When I was younger in my teenage days. I really didn't give a damn about anybody,but myself. I didn't care to be responsible or not. I really thought I had everything and I didn't have to work hard for it at all. As I became older THAT WAS A LIE. Life became uneasy for me and I learned what it meant to take of responsibility. Even before I had my daughter's. I had to find a job and do things for me because asking my mom for money all the time was getting old. As I was getting older so was alot of things and even people had been cut out my life. I had to let them go because it was time to and they were the reasons I felt I wasn't maturing or finding who I was in life. I was so busy with my focus on shit that didn't matter.

 When I became a mother my eyes really opened up and I saw how reality and the real world was very serious. I guess you can say I woke up lol. I mean I was already woke up anyway as soon as I got my first job,but I really see how it to take care of kids and your house hold. Don't get me wrong I love motherhood. So don't think Iam struggling or I can't handle being a mother and its tough. I got this and to me being a parent is not hard. Especially when you have your suppose helping out as well. Anyway, back to what I was saying,but yeah I really feel that I have matured alot and grown up alot. Alot of things are in my past and I have moved on and Iam happy!

-The Patrice Tales